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oitz

2005-06-20T01:00:00.000+08:00

*1 mth*

woah...its been nearly a mth i nvr update sowie u guyz...alot of thingy happen lately in ma life.....wanna noe check it outz...

1)extra klasses every mawning till afternoon...*HaiZ*...dun u find it boring???

2)ma internet is dwn!!!bohoohohoh!!!sad u noe....

3)i dunnoe wad happen 2 the fucking comp!!!...i just cannot seem 2 paste ma tag board...so sowie guyz ma tagboard is dwn at the moment...

4)im in love!!!....28 june!!one mth...hehhee...bluekz...sowie nt getting u guyz updated aikz!!!

5)im jealous wif ma bro!!!he gt a new hp!!puck u bro!!!ishz!!!i hate u....i haven even upgrade mine!!!

6)hanging out wif ma frenz...day n nite...=))

7)my kiyut bro kuzzing is hospitalised...for 8 daes!!!!so sad...reason y??his ryte liver nt werking animore...kzo he smoke SAMPOERNA 2 much!!!so u guys aho smoke...plz kick da smoking habit hehehe...

8)i change my new layout 4 ma blog!!!!!!!!!!!wwwEeee~~~heheh issen it nice???walah!!!hehhee

okie...as update 4 2dae even,....i wen jammings wif ma peepz...even thgh i dunnoe quite a no. of ppl there...i kinda of hate one of his fern thg...n cud nt tag along well wif them...arrggghh!!!but the jamming 2dae was great fun...its was funny thgh...heheh...n last n foremost...im sooo not looking forward 4 2molo klasses!!!!!which end ar 4.30pm!!!!!!!fuck ryte???ahakz...kkkkk cya guys again..n continue on blogging k!!!=pPpPp...*MuaCkz* 2 u all out there.....

woah!!!

2005-06-02T11:18:00.000+08:00

*WoaH*

now is already the start of ma one mth holidae...bt 2 bad it still nt a holidae for me yet....haiz...the last tyme i wrote in is lyke last mth???ahakz...sowie 4 the not updated blog...im sooo busy...tired busy wif skool life....i just had ma o level malay paper lyke last mon!!!ahak.z!!!its was quite tough n tricky thgh....bt wad i had known...i had given ma best tt i cn....followed by ma 3 daes camp in skool...for ma art intesive...it was quite fun...spending tyme 2gether wif ma frenz...chi chat....n oso joking ard....haiz...n noe amng the 4 weekz...i onlie had a week off...last tues was ma eng oral...it was quite a breeze thgh...ahakz....of koz lah the invigilator was lee lin cher...wad cn u expect...ahakz...alll the bullshit will come out!!!ahakz..!!!k gt 2 go now chiaoz!!!=))

lol

2005-05-24T19:40:00.000+08:00

*TueSdaE BLueS*

haiz!!!its tuesday..LoL rev up dae...as u guyz wanna noe the updates for yesterdae ACJC concert???it was great fun the shocking part was tt i was in the VIP seat!!!!oh gosh!!!surprised huh!!!alot of kiyut guys thgh...oh mi gosh...i just can't take off ma eyes of them..n at the same nyte i met azhar!!!arrggghh!!!i mish him...just chilling ard wif him fer a while after his werk....as fer 2dae,....skool was fun n as pernormal...was okie okie...quite enjoyable malay klass ahakz...hehhe...as 2dae we onliee learn malay n no other subjectz!!just abt 5 or 6 more daes 2 my O level malay examz...im gonna study hard!!!ma aim is fer a b4!!!tts fer sure as im nt tt gd in ma papers..esp written...ahakz..if i get above b4 i wud be the happies human being on earth...so wish me all the best aytes...i wish....i just wish..he wud be mine...but i noe we cannot b together...i love u...i like u...u everything i wanted...

thinking of u hurts me lots...
seeing u put the smile on ma face...
having u..is all i wanted...
giving u the one thing tt i had...
is sumting which make me realise..
tt i really love u lots....
even thgh we r onliee frenz...
i noe there isn't any way we cud b more than tt...
but having u as ma fren...
is sumting tt i will treasure alot...
n thats is our frenship...
tt im always b ur fren holding on....=))

done by me!!2 sumone whum i care n treasure n tts is u!!A**AR..u noe whu u ar...=))

lolZ!!1

2005-05-22T21:56:00.000+08:00

*BoWLiNG*

heya...lon tyme nvr wrote in...kinda of stress thgh./..it was such a miracle for me yesterday...as i nvr went out...when saturdae was meant TOWN DAE fer me...ahakz!!!!!!heheh...bt fun staying at hme watching dvd wif ma frenz...hehehe....i eventually went out 2dea...i just cannot stand nt going out fer a dae!!!!!arrrgghh!!!where i went 2??2dae???i went bowling!!!wif...rashid...sarah..iskandar...n azmil...heheh...it was fun!!!i pass playing bowling now!!!so anione wanna haf a game wif me???im in fer it...hehhehe....haiz...it was tired fun...n of koz funny!!!koz playing game at east coast...wen going hme tyme...there is this guy...skimmer...sooo kiyut!!!i declare him kiyut koz he has gt a dimple!!!!hehehhee....ma dae tires out by chilling out at pioneer mall mc donald...n again i saw azhar!!!ahakz...sooo kiyut...hehhe he say 2 me...cantik kak nari..ahak...hehhee...i mish him thgh just met up wif him yesterdae!!!heheh k..gtg now...i just cannot wait fer 2molo..going 2 esplanade...2 watch ACJC choir....heheh..hmmm gonna haf a lot og establish student from establish skoolz!!!ahakz...wait fer ma next updates ya...=))

haIZ

2005-05-20T20:22:00.000+08:00

its been long tyme i blog in...i mish u...i really mish u...i tk layan u agi koz..i wanna ferget abt u,,,bt one in a bluemoon i will kol or msg u...i mish euu soo much!!!even thgh we are just frenz...my life is sux...really sux...i just cannot tolerate sum ppl ard me...i just dunnoe y...but just kept 2 myself...ma result turns out nt tt good...i did not do well....oh welll its just ma luck...o level malay is just ard the corner...i just cannot wait 2 klear it n finish up ma other o level paper...i must pass it tis tyme!!i must!!!i noe i cn do it n i will...welll i nrv blog for sumtymes due to sum reason...ma comp is sort!!arrgghh!!1i cannot enetr ma msn...!!!n frenster!!!sowie u guyz...u wun see me for the tyme being in msn sowie!!1i gonna mish u guys lots!!!wish me for ma upcoming o level...im scred!!!i wish i will do welL!!!

parts of dinodi lyric=

baru lah...aku mengaku...
cinta kita...
telah musnah...
barulah...
aku mengaku...
cinta kita...
kekal padanya...=))

peace outz!!

2005-05-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

*AzHaR n aDLiNa*...although its impossible for us 2 be together..i always treat u as mine..=))u r the bestest fren i had..MuaCkZ!!(See Ma BlOg FoR 2DaE BeLoW)

mondae blues!!!!!!

2005-05-16T20:20:00.000+08:00

*MoNdaE BluEs...YeT i MiT Him*

ma mondae skooling dae ended wif an annoying tolk wif the VP!!!!!!arrrgghhh!!!now i noe he sooo long windered then u thgh....bullshit all the way...the truth is i fall asleep during his tolk tt for sure ahakz...n sure looking forward 2 2morrow 4 the klass inter game...captain ball...where ma klass vs 4C!!!!let see who gonna win...hehhe...but im sooooo happie 2 dae!!!!!!i pass ma humanities!!!!just gotten ma social studies...pure hist...n elect hist paper..not bad for a starter who haf not studied bt yet pass hahahahkz..!!!i pass my 3 test paper!!!yahhooo!!!now looking forward for ma other test results...i hope i will pass!!!=))hehhee....

well ma dae ended not quite bad actually!!!!!at last i get 2 mit him again...whu else..azhar..n again i took pic wif him...hehhe...look at the pic above kk...=))..alots of things happen,....n these memories are safe keeping in ma heart..n oso ur wrist band..the red kolor one...i always keep it 2 heart k..=))hehehhe....hmmm mayb the next tyme i meet u is in june???ahakz..u noe y...hehhe...mish ya alot!!!looking forward 2 meet u again...k muackz!!!

next shocking part was...when i was going home wif azhar...guess who i saw!!!!!!!!!its ma long lost kekasih lamer lah!!!fadli!!!!oh mi gosh!!ahakz...he is maried bt 2 bad...hehehe...he is nice 2 me as b4..bt glad he haven forget me yet...a nice guy indeed...mayb im mitting him later under ma blk...ahakz..looking forward 2 mit him 2...but esp azhar!!!!!!!heheh....=)))kk cheers guys n all the best fro ur upcoming test paper results ahakz....heheh=))MuackZ u aLL....peace!!!

exam over

2005-05-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

*ExaMZ aRe oVeR...YiPpeEE*

hehhehe...ferst n foremost...JUZAILAH SOWIE FOR SOO LONG NVR UPDATES I BEEN 2 BUSY!!!SOWIE K GURLL...NOW IM UPDATING MA BLOG FOR U N MA FRENZY N OF KOZ MASELF...hehehe....exams are are finally over....at last i can put ma head off ma examz...im SOOOO HAPPIEE!!!!!!2dae is saturdae!!!i went out n enjoy maself !!!wif ma fren..went out wif azmil...kamal..iskandar..n not forgetting ma primary skulmate SARaH!!ma best frenz....heheh had lotsa of tyme wif them...ehhehe...at ct hall...n actually played arcade...we were soo engrossed wif tis childeish whereby u haf 2 intrust the machine 2 grab one of the toy..hahhaa we were soo into the tioy..as it was...the winnie n pooh character...after tt we went 2 pit!!!at east coast!!!were thus ma fren bdae...i mish lots!!muackz!!koz there ma long tyme nvr see hiphop frenz...kinda of tiring walking from the butsop 2 pit area D no. 45!!!sooo damn long siak!!!i was sooo shock wen ma ex appeared!!!RAMPAGE!!1oh migosh n i actually went back wif him???!!!!haiyo!!!kekasih lame ape leh buat...now im sitting eher at hme...comfortably on ma chair!!!haiz..i wonder wads up next for me 2molo!!!i gonna see azhar weking at pioneer mall mc donald ahakz..=))adious!!!n see how ma result are for tis year k...i tink it gobnna b suckz!!

me n azhar

2005-05-08T22:13:00.000+08:00

*iTs(aDLiNa) Me N HiM(aZhaR)*iM MiSsInG U SoO MucH RyTe NoW..MuaCkZ!!!but sadly we are frenz..=0(

strudy!!!

2005-05-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

*StUdY StUdY N StUdY..TiNkIng Of HiM sTiLL*

had a fruitful study dae 2dae..i spend like abt 4 hrs on ma maths...doing all the inequalities n square roots..ahakz...heheh it was wen at 4 pm i meet him!!!aaAaWWwWw...i missing him lots now wen i had actually meet him like 3 daes straight!!he waited under ma blk fer me...hmm..hang out wif him fer lyke 3 hrs..=((soo sad koz its so short of tyme for me 2 admire him..but nvr mind..i gt 2 take his pic..n there it is he n me pic above ma blog...he sooo irrisistable fer me...i just can't help bt falling in love wif him..am i in love wif him or sumting???like they always says age doesn't matterr...but i just dunnoe wads gone rong wif me...i admire him..like him..his humorous..nice..friendly...everything i wanted..in ma life...hmm..nvr mind....wad i noe is that for now my priority is ma o level!!bt wadever it is i just can't take him off ma mind..sumtymes i just need him..n care lots abt him..haiz!!!i just dunnoe wad gonna happen let fate decide fer me...2molow is ma maths paper 1 n social studies glad i had studied fer it!!!i hope i gonna do well fer it...n as fer ma life..i just hope 2 haf him as sumone much more special..=((...life is torturous..wen u like tt sumone..

ur the one im thinking abt now every single moment,
y must it be u???
sumting deep in me tells me i like u...
needing u....
wanting u...
i just dunnoe wad 2 do...
except the fact 2 cry for u......
i want 2 tell u how i feel...
but sumhow sumting in me stop me from revealing it...
not wanting 2 let u noe im suffering without euu...
all i need is euu by ma side now..onliee euu...=0(
aDLiNa

him!

2005-05-08T09:34:00.000+08:00

*H I M*

i went out wif him again yesterdae...i did not blog yesterdae as i was tooo tired after studying...oh weell k tis is wad happen yesterdae...i went study at jrg east mcdonald wif farah ma pri skool amte...ahakz...luckily i finish ma ss notes in tyme for revision..n ma maths i dun tink i haf hope in it!!!aarrrgghh..tt was wen i set off at 4pm 2 mit him at ma 179 bustop near ma hse..ahakz..but sumhow he noe im at hme n he waited fer me under ma blk...aaWwW!!!sooo kiyut!!!hehehe...n it was the second tyme i saw him in his manager uniform!!ahakz..but tis tyme was blue kolor...we settle dwn at the viodeck near his hse...studying...but sumhow im distracted by him..ahakz...koz he is tooo irrisistible fer me!!!ahakz...!!!he is nice thgh...n took the opportunity 2 send me hme!!!hehhee...=))woah its like 2 daes straight i met him...n im gonna mit him again 2dae!insyakallah if im nt 2 buzy studying!!!i just can't wait fer him!!!if onliee he were mine....oh gosh!!i treasure him!!!MuaCkZ!!!

lol

2005-05-07T07:57:00.000+08:00

*SweEt MeMoRiEs*

ahakz...its been like 2 to 3 daes since i blog...alot of tings happen actually....i enjoy skool as usual...hmmm...currently i gt 2 noe tis guy...hahahha..sum of u in ur heart says"walau rabak tk bilang" rytes?hahhaha...a nice chap actually...i went out wif him yesterdae...he told me he werk at mc donald....ntu!!!ahakz..i was kinda of shock actually...i thght he was just a worker there wen he told me tt..he was ACTUALLY A MANAGER THERE wen he is just in his early tweenties!!!ahhaha...yeah i believe him...as i just saw him in hos manager suit last wed...wen he gt an attachment at mc donald pioneer mall...ahakz!!!quite sian 2 see a manager wipe the chair hehe...i just kept 2 maself...i enjoy ma dae being wif him yesterdae!!!!=)))n now im looking fprward to 2dae!!!as im mitting him after his werk!!!yahhoooo~~~~i just can't wait!!!hehehe...a nice chap...wif nice smile...look like chinese but not a chinese..hehhe it was kinda of embarressed for him wen he was asked in chinese yesterdae by a auntie whoasking for direction...ahakz...he tall kiyut!!!hmmm n stay at nti!!!ahakz...getting 2 noe him is fun...as he gt the humour in him...n always happi!!!=))cheers...=))gotta stop blogging ryte ow...exams is like 2 daes from now!!!ahakz..n MOREOVER GD NEWS IS TT!!ma sister boyfren IS SOOO DAMN HENSOME!!!koz he come dwn ma hse last 2 dae 2 watch dvd..OH MIGOSH..wen i pop up a qns 2 him wen i was sitting beside him..I WAS SHOCK WEN HE TOLD ME HE PLAY 4 HOME UNITED!!ahaha..wen i say so u noe baihakki lah nie??then his ans was YESH..HE IS MA VERY CLOSE FREN N BROTHER!!!ahakz...tis is lyke he is the most handsome one amng her ex!!i tink if she marrying him..he gonna asked the whole football team dwn..hehehhe..gonna b funz!!koz gt lotsa of kiyut guy..=))ehhehahakz..=))!!

am i tt bad??

2005-05-04T21:27:00.000+08:00

*aM I TaT BaD*

am i tt bad tt SUMONE in ma skool cn hate me???am i really2 bad???i nvr thgh offend sumone in ma skool......u dun even noe me inside out tt well...how cud u say im bad???ppl always like 2 tink us negative n tink tt they are really the best...i nvr thght i care...oh well...if u dunn wanna own up whu u r...i dun care...i nvr fought in skool b4...always wif ma peepz...i wonder in ma own werld whu da idiot whu hate me???i always keep 2 maself...at least i gt ma our SELF ESTEEM UNLIKE THEM...i noe ma self well...i wun find trouble unless they find trouble wif me...=))haiz...bt sumhow i gt 2 cheer up...

it been like soo long i wrote in ma blog...i mish ma klass.as it been 2 days i nvr been 2 skool as i m sick...i mish skool..n am klassmates...heheh...hmm looks like u guys having fun at the captain ball game huh...heheh..tts good...mid year is almost nearing its next week..i wonder how it gonna b...i haven yet finish ma revision..i mish alot of klasses haiz~~~eso wen 2dae is ma malay compre listening!!!aarrrgghh!!!i nvr go for the exam!!!suckz man!!!ahazk...all i do 2dae is just pure sleep...in heaven..hehe...i was sick..unstopable flu n cough arrgghh!!!hate it...but wadever it is..im pruod of maself...i dun care wad they wanna say abt me..as long as im happie being me like now!!heheh...i have ma family n frenz whu care abt me n love me...y must i care abt those whu hate me n made ma life miserable..i arther lead ma life wif wad i haf now...i just love maself...n i wun wan 2 mish skool 2molo!!!=))

adae at hme

2005-05-03T18:58:00.000+08:00

*a WhoLe Dae aT HoMe*

haiz...the starting skool started 2dae n ma....i nvr go skool!!!!reason y???I TOO TIRED N SICK!!! had 2 wait in the poly fer ma turn 2 come fer lyke 3 whole hours???luckily ma fren azhari was on the fon keeping me company...thankz k..=))hehe i appreciated it alot....all i do 2dae was like sleep....eat n sleep...???oh mai!!!no wonder i am FAT!!!!!haiz!!!!!got nutting else 2 do....bt its gd tt i nvr go skool koz 2dae rev up is running!!!but the bad thing is 2molo pe lesson is ma 2.4km run!!!oh gosh!!!k i wun spend another mins here animore...exept on da fon wif ma peepz im like damn bored ryute now!!CHECK OUT MA NEW PIC BELOW WHICH I TAKEN YESTERDAE,,....=))

2005-05-03T18:40:00.000+08:00

                                                                *RoXy*..I JusT LurVe RoXy ThOsE EsP ThE BeGs..=))

                                                                  *RoxY*...Its ThE LoGo..WiF SuM XtRa aDDiTioN oF It FrOm Me..=))

                                           *BubBLiCioUsLy Me*WoaH!!! I LoOK LikE a GhosT!!!!....HeHe TaKeN YesTeRDaE!!WheRe Da oThEr EyE..HeHeHe...=))

                                                 *BubBLiCioUsLy Me*..ItS Me aGaiN..=))aT TaKa GarDen...=))PiC TaKeN YesTeRdaE..ThaNkz 2 ThE HeLP oF aBiD's Hp..=))

*BubBLiCioUsLy Me*...WeEeE~~~I LuRvE TiS PiC...CaN U SeE Ma DimPLe SoO KiYUt HeHeHe...=))

                                                        *BubBLiCioUsLy Me & aBid*..AhaKz...He iS Ma DEaResT BEsT Guy FreN K N Nt Ma BoYfreN...=))hehehe Nk SteP FieRce JeR..BLueKz..=PpP

labour dae

2005-05-02T14:39:00.000+08:00

*LaBaoUr DaE SoOo BoRiNg*

im all here outside ryte now...at starbuck orchard road wif ma fren abid.....im sooo bored...just hanging out outside///chilling n studying fer ma mid year....its been like almost 4 daes since i wrote ma entry...sooo...sowie u guys im 2 buzy n tired wif all ma work.....n styudy...revision/....ahhaha u juzailah cannot wait 2 c ma entry issity???hehhe sowie k u guyz....hmm...im not sure wad gonna happen 2dae but im, sure its soo boring...luckily abid had his laptop n wireless internet wif him soo i wun b soo bored n surf the net 4 as long as i wan...=))....he is such a nice n kiyut guy...a verey nice fren 2 haf...hehhe...hmmm...if u read ma blog abid..wanna say 2 u tt...dun loose hope on lurve k...eventhgh she nt there for u animore dun b sad k...im here 2 b ur fren holding on n 2 guide u tru ur life k...=))take carez....

Malay..paper

2005-04-30T07:21:00.000+08:00

*MiD-YeaR...MaLaY PaPer1*

haiz...its early in da mawning now...i did nt get 2 blog yesterdae as i was 22222 tired n went 2 slepp..i had ma malay paper yesterdae..it was quite ok...so so...but i tink i manage it quite fairly...ahakz..tis is the ferst tyme ever in ma malay compo i wrote abt 3 pribahasa!!!WoaH!!!quite a miracle fre me...ahakz...=))im quite begining 2 hate her in klass...its S*****....leave house n never come home yesterdae..aarrrgghh!!!!!1her mum kolled me...irritating u noe...!~~~just hate it dun u noe tt its so bothering 2 haf pplz kol u in da middle of the nite while u r sleeping???!!!!!

eng exam

2005-04-27T17:15:00.000+08:00

*..MiD YeaR EnGliSh ExaMinaTiOn 2DaE..*

ahzk...sumone trying 2 tell me off in am tag board??yeah rytes..but nt here...im free 2 write or discriminate ani creatures i wan...haoz~~~y ppl haf 2 be so inquisitive now adayz...hmm...i had ma english paper one n two 2dae..welll how i did???i tink i put ma best in paper 1...but as paper 2...im nt sure??hahah...the passage sooo damn long!!!i tink i will fall asleep reading the passage...ehhehe....the papaer one was okok,,,neutral...bt paper 2???its difficult..especially teh passage B...aarrgghh!!!!!!i wonder how im gonna do in the paper...lesson resume as pernormal after paper 2...had ma malay lesson..wow!!!n it was the release of the malay oral...*DRUM ROLL plz...*..i was SHOCK!! i pass ma malay oral getting 22 out of 30..fer it...i thght im gonna do real bad...bt 2 ma shock i pass!!!hehehe...it was a good start fer ma mid year..im will study hard fer it i will!!!i wanna pass...n i will assure maself i will do well...hmm..a dae of exam..quite interesting next papaer malay paper cuming up next tis fridae..how im gonna do fer the paper???hmm..lets look ferward to fridae aytez...

ma maths lesson after skool???i enjoy it as much as the previous klass i had..we solve sums???heheh..ferst tyme im interested in maths...oh gosh!!faz..wanna noe the name of the roti prata guy...ahakz...n turn out tt at ferst his name was MAHMOD??hahahha...so kampongyish name..but it turns out taht the name was...FAHMIE..ler...suspend jer tau!!heheh...was quite funny had a great laugh during our rest tyme after skool..ahakz...it was like gathering of all the malay student from sec 4 express...=))i enjoy ma dae 2dae..so how abt u guyz???=))

2005-04-26T17:28:00.000+08:00

*RuFFedGe*...aMeEr RoX..BuT I LiKe SyeD HuSsaIn He RoX EvEn MoRe...AmEeR SiNgLe..SyED iS AttacHeD WiF a SiNgaPoReaN GeRLFwEn

*RuFFedGe*..TisH iS aMeEr N AzAn...UnforTunaTeLy HeRe AzAn iSh MaRRieD N aMeEr SiNgLe=))

*RuFFeDgE*...aReN'T TheY KiYuT ThaT ZaiN N CaT...oH GoSh ThEy aRe HoT BuT..UnfortUnaTeLy..TheY MeMbeR SyeD HusSaiN..WeRen't iN The FoTo..

i HatE SLuTs..BiaTcH..

2005-04-26T17:15:00.000+08:00

*i HatE SLuTs..BiaTcH..*

tis is just 2 add on of wad happen 2dae aytes..=))i just hate bitch...n sluts...i just hate tis gerl...i hate her lots...i regret giving one of ma guy fren number 2 her..i admit it was ma mistakes...i ferget that she is a BIG flirt in klass...now im lost contact wif him...i mish him...he is ma best fren...ma very best fren...like ma very own bro...if i had problems i share wif him...n same goes 2 him 2...everything change eversince...she gt his number fer me...i had no choice bt 2 give her a guy number in ma hp..y she acting soo desaperate...she look friendly outside...but inside is worser....she is such a bitch..i hate her...she so desaperate in ahving guys number...she is fucking bitchy..n not pretty 2 me at all...i fuck her off...when she tolk abt him 2 me...i just dun wanna hear abt him anymore...i wanna ferget abt him...y???????y tish happen 2 me..i learnt ma lesson..nt 2 give ani of ma fren number 2 her...or she will bitch off n take away him from u....i hate u ...i hate u...

MT ORAL SUX

2005-04-26T17:10:00.000+08:00

* Ma MaLaY OraL SuX *

ahakz...had a fruitful...rev up 2dae conducted by laura lau...haiz~~`im beginning 2 feel the O level stress...after taking ma mid year oral examanition after skool...it suckz man!!!!!fer the reading part..i tink i did well...wen it cum 2 the impromptu speech im suckz at it!!!koz y???ma malay suckz...!!!!i tink im gonna flung tis oral exam!!!arrrgghh!!!!!!11i hate it u noe...the ferst topic 2 discuss was quite okie....but the second topic sucx!!!i cud onliee give 2 reasons...wad wif me????oh god!!!plz help me..i tink im gonna b dying soon...aarrrggghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

muzika extravaganza

2005-04-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

*MuZiK ExTraVaGaNzA*

ahakz...had a very normal..dae 2dae..but i enjoy watching the muzika extravaganza 2dae!!!its sooo interesting...LUCKILY...i came back hme just on tyme 2 watch it!!!ferst grp on the show was...RUFFEDGE!!!i was like gagaggaa..over them...especially the one on the far ryte the second one!!!!BLOODY HELL he was sooo DAMN N DARN KIYUT!!!i tink he is new...as i nvr see his face b4!!!he look like mix...of indian muslim n arab...WoW one..new rojak!!!!oh mi gosh!!!if onliee i got him!!haiz~~~in ma dream!!!...there were also good performance...but the one which is by taufik n jac...wen off pitch at sum place...but jac was good!!!there were also the singapore idol finalist...put up a energetis performance!!!weLL done u guyz...!!!=))NOT FERGETTING THE OTHER DUDE I WENT AGGAGA OVER WIF!!ITS VINCE!!!HE IS OLSO ANOTHER ROJAK!!!mix of eurasian...chinese!!!oh my god!!!really i can't take ma eyes off them!!plz god help me!!!why are those guys soo kiyut!!!but i noe i wun b able 2 get them...siti nurhaliza also perform...she was sooo pretty....nice voice...nice figure...decent...friendly...she is like a package which a guy wud like 2 look for in a gal...IF POSSIBLE!!=))...k i gtg now b4...i went gagaga...again wif other guys on tv!!ahakz!!CheERZ!!=))

aRrGgHH

2005-04-22T17:31:00.000+08:00

*aRgGhH FriDaE...BuT i LuRvE iT..=))*

ahakz...last dae of the week..of skool!!!n another lyke 3 more daes 2 mid year???n gosh!!!i didn't study fer it!!!!!!aarrrgghh!!!!!!!i just hate it..im scared thgh...ma O lveel is tish year!!!!2dae morning..had physic...dun they haf brains??or are they brainless enuf 2 lyke put science early in the mawning????i just cnnt concentrate lyke tt u noe!!!!!atrrrgghh!!!!but luckily the topic is lyke easy 2 understand...abt MAGNATISM!!!ahakz..north n south pole!!!meeting santa i tink..ahakz...wow!!i hate ma skool sumtymes...wad do they tink???we gt lotsa of tyme issit 2 cum skool..had no choice bt 2 go 2 skool tomolo....koz im having ma POP fer ma cca!!!im gonna mish both ma choir peepz..rehearsal..n wilson goh!!booohhoohoo...i gt ma uniform dirty while doing art suckz man!!!!...hmmm i reach hme quite early 2dae...!!wwEeeeeeeee...koz no cca fer me animore...im passing out soon!!!!WwEeEe...=))hehe soo happi...reach hme..ferst thing in da mawning!!eat!!!im damn hungry u noe..hehhee...ehheh...i actually sleep like fer 3 hrs!!!oh gosh!!wad gonna on wif me ryte now!!!ferever i sleep...walau!!!like sleeping beauty seh!!!=))hehehe...enter ma msn...n gt teh shock of ma life!!nabil pm me at msn...had fun chatting wif him..i just mish him lots!!all i wanna from him is just ma jacket back okie nabil!!heheh...make sure u give me back if not...im gonna haunt u fer life!!!heheh..just kidding=))...hmm...sumtymes i dun quite understand guyz...i read ma newsweek.just browse tru...n wad did i found out???GUYS MATURED LATER THAN GERL..SO GERLS...BE HAPPI AS U R MUSH MATURED THEN THE GUYS!!AHAKZ...hmm..i gonna syop here ryte now...i wanna tell yan..tt...if u read ma blog i mish ya alotz k.....=))

2005-04-19T21:14:00.000+08:00

*a DaE iN 4E*

hmmmm i cannot seem 2 actually go 2 my blogpost 2 post ma journal..HaiZ!!last resort ma photobucket...ahakz...skool..were as pernormal..bt had a fun happy hours 2dae!!!IMRAN LYKES SYIKIN wakkaka...cn see that ashvin was jealous!!!muahahha...too bad ashvin!!!during lit klass we nvr even study!!hehe...but nonesenze all the way...n actually talk behind teachers bakc heheh...my exams are coming its next week tuesdae!!!n i haf yet 2 complete ma revicion...i onliee started on ma pure onliee sum of it..im scared 4 ma exam..hiow???!!!haiz~~~hope 2 pass it wif flying kolors...as ma spot test for social studies just now..i tink i flung the tes n did very badly...koz i did not study for it...im scared...really scared...all i wanna go now n aim is...2 go to poly!!TEMASEK POLY!!2 take ma design koz...i cud nvr study without the help of ma klassmates...u guys rox man111there is the pic of ma klass tee above...so take alook ya..=))

mondae!!1

2005-04-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

*LoLxX...So FaSt MoNdaE*

haiz...had a boring dae at the same tyme sum funs 2..koz ma eng teacher didn't cum 4 klass so we had the period all 2 ourselves...ahakz...had a tough tyme solving ma maths...koz i had test on VECTORS 2dae...all the qns went well except for the last...i quite enjoy art 2dae..as tan wan keng was there...hahaa at last ma motivation on doing art came...hehe...nwadays our teachers are lyke our best fren...followed miss tan 2 the art room..n guess wad???KLASS 2E WAS HAVING ART...sititng at a corner was asyraff alone ahakz..my fren's admirer more of a crush!wkakak...n at the front was azrin..they both were kiyut!!LoLxX...had 2 push a whole lots of art file dwn 2 the MRL...at last gotten our own art file..damn nice..BUT DAMN BIG!!ahakz...at last i cn walk ard showing tt im an art student...muahahha....i actually did not turn up for ma chem remedial reason y???im 2 lazy 2 go..moreover i was damn tired...i just hang ard wif sykin 4 a while b4 going hme n had dinner outside...i just lorve art...i tink ma passion for art is coming back..wkakak...next aim!!FINISH MA COURSEWORK N GET A1...i noe i can n i will get it no matter wad...=))

lolx

2005-04-17T00:14:00.000+08:00

*wInDoW ShOPiNg feR Me N ShoOPiNg 4 M A FreN*

had a wonderful tyem 2dae...but unfortunately ma afternoon...spoilt ma dae...went shopping wif juzailah..hahah as pernormal im her wictim 2 go shopping wif..thankz gerlfren 4 asking me along..ahhaha it was fun thgh!!sad 2 hear abt ur mp3...nvr its okie..well..i just reach hme nw its 12midnight!!!LoLxx..went 2 heeren...n 2 tis nike boutique..oh gosh!!!guess wad??!!!the guy sooo damn kiyut!!!can't resist 2 take a look at him..he is like the limelight of teh shopp..ahakz...next stop..paragon...where we went 2 tis roxy shop...teh bag there damn nice..soo next aim im gonan buy the brown sling roxy bag n juzailah the pink one!!hehhe..soo kiyut...meet nabil..that is wen he spoils ma mood...im kinda of piss of wif him..i dun noe y...but i seem jealous if he tolk 2 another gerl...i admit i still do love him even thgh he is ma ex..he is kind 2 me..its lyke..wen i wan 2 c his hp..he like dun let me c it...y??gt lotsa of gerl pics in it issit...i dun give a damn..bt i fell jeaslous..koz i still lurve him..moreover wen his wallpaper in his hp is this 2 bitches pic..i dun noe who r they..wen i ask him who ar the gerl..all he cn say "oh thats my kakak"tts the onliee thing he cn say...im fuck up wif him n ma life!!.....he left me at borders..koz he is fuck up wif me..excuse 2 go away..."oh ma father wans me home.."fuck lah...he scolded me...y???y must it be me???i hang out wif ma peeps..at far east shopping centre..luckily i cn release ma stress on him there...the place damn kewl...like a club hse..hahaha...hmm..i hope nt 2 fight wif u animore..i hate it u noe tt...y must everytime i meet u we sure 2 fight...all i cn say is that i still lurve u even thgh im teh one who ask fer a break up..=))im lonely again!!!=))

2005-04-16T09:22:00.000+08:00

Me N NaBiL..We aRe NoT CoUpLeS OkIez..He iS JuaT Ma eX..=))

2005-04-16T09:20:00.000+08:00

We ArE ThE WhItE OwLz..=))

2005-04-16T09:18:00.000+08:00

WeEe..ThaTs Ma CoLLaGe Of MaSeLf=))

fduck lah

2005-04-15T19:23:00.000+08:00

*SPOILT DAE*

haiz~~~early in da morning...the teacher oredy spoilt ma mood...had a long hours of in touch under the hot blazing sun!!!haiz~~~~can't they see that we are suffering...want us 2 get sunstroke issit??followed by physic lesson whereby that fucking koh!!!actually confiscated juzailah RIcolla from ma hand...arrgghh!!!juzailah if u read ma blog im sowie k..dun mean 2 get ur sweet taken away...if u wan sweets tell me k..hehe..sowie gerlfwen!!!=))....

normal dae wif fucking afternoon...the afternoon boils ma blood alot...had a short choir practice...wen i went home wif fazilla there is this old guy saying.."singaporean nowadays are soo lazy"..he actually say that 2 a foreigner wen he himself is old..wrinkled..n ageing...wad cn he contribute 2 the society???idiot old man!!!fuck u lah!!hey u ar a singaporean urself oki...moreover wad makes my blood boils is wen he say..."singaporean like 2 speak singlish"hey u old baldy man...not all of us are like tt..one example os singlish is ur english ok!!!u tink u speak good english wen urs sux!!???huh???idiotz!!moron....old doen't mean i give face 2 u oki...me n faz...talk back..behind him...arrrgghh!!!hate him lots!!all he cn do is just contribute 2 the ageing population n not the economy...wasting our land wen he died???go 2 hell..lah u!!!...haiz...i better stop now or i drag on n on n on...haiz~~~

..me me me..

2005-04-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

*BubBLe..ThaTs Me*

here im again at nyte at home...its soo wonderful 2nyte...never had i had tis feeling....i just feel soo free 2dae...sooo..glad as there is no homework!!!n again ma malay teacher not in skool!!!yipee!!!hooray...just had a dae wif no fears...i nvr attend ma eng klass 2dae sooo LAME!!!the teacher is sooo LAME....she is just making a fool out of her self lyke an idiot!!...

just hang ard wif syikin ma ma bro 2dae...wen i saw tis three gerL..FUCKING LAH wanna step lyke minahz!!!they sux man!!!talk aloud...think wad ur home issit....oh gosh feel lyke wanting 2 slap her face...they fucking irritating man...wanna stared at ppl lyke one kind...theY r DAMN DARK!!!BOBAL PELAT!!!SUNDAL!!SLUTISH N JUST LYKE PROSTITUTE...they just look young enuf 2 b primary skool kids man!!..guess i better stop here before i blabbering more abt the sluts!!!fuck up seh!!they ruin ma dae!!!koz i was wif ma bro n his fren n i was the onliee gerl there n stare at me one kind haiz!!1i tink i better go now bfore i fuck them again uoside down..ahhh~~~kiss ma arsehole sluttish!!!

wilson goh lorz!!

2005-04-13T18:46:00.000+08:00

*SLeEPy DaE*

its was thgh a sleepy dae for me..n i had onliee 2HRS of sleep!!!oh gosh...my head felt sooo heavy!!!i just gonna fall asleep anytime...i had no choice bt 2 go 2skool 2dae...reason y??koz its cca dae 2dae...n we gonne get 2 see WILSON GOH the kiyuty guy...wakkaka ma conductor...y i sleep late yesterdae..koz syikin overnyte ma hse as her mum lock her out of the house...ehem..tis is a lesson learn for everyone...PLEZE DUN NOT MAKE UR MUM PISSED OFF WIF U IF NT THEY WILL LOCK U OUT OFF THE HOUSE..HAHAHHA..!!!n i had 2 keep her company all morning...haiz...sooo tiring u noe...sumtymes irritated wif her as fren oso..i oso dunnoe y...hahhaa...k nvm...wad past are history i gotta tink abt now!!!!had a gr8 malay lesson as suhaila did not come yipee!!!!im soo happie...had 2 period free all for maself....followed by chemistry where i actually fall asleep n ma peepz say 2 miss sim that i had a headache...ahhaha wad a lie...heheh u guyz ah really gt nutting 2 do!!!wakkakaka....guess wad???i had hiccupz da whole mawning...n i was laugh at wif ma klassmates hehhe...its really irritating u noe the hiccups!!!aaarrrgghhh!!!!

i really enjoy choir...we dun nid 2 sing...but vote for the new committee of 2005 as we the seniors are passing out soon...sooo all the best guyz...but i kinda off wonder how they will do...we kept the standard high for choir by clinching a silver..which was good enuf for us...as for me i vote wee kiat as the president...i noe he cn do it...we had our lil mini celebration where we ate lots of pizza...yummy!!!nice but 2 fulll 2 finish all...wilson goh was there...he was sooo damn oh god kiyut!!!!he is sosooooo kiyut...CAN'T TAKE MA EYES OF U!!!!N I LIKE WAD I SEE...wakkaka...hehehhe...ok ok enuf is enuf..oh gosh he was such a gentlemen...he actually pack sum pizza for me wen i didn't say i wanna bring it back home...oh well i guess i shld accept it anyway as he had given it 2 me instead..hahah...how gentle of him..he is kiyut!!!oh gosh...im dying 2 see him again tis fridae!!!ehhe...he just gt tis snmile whioch cud make u melt like an ice...hehhe OH MY GOD!!!hey im only admiring the scenery k...not falling in love wif him..he is tooo old for me...n oh well heard gossip tt he had a cho bu gerlfren..wanna wish him all the best of luck k...im looking forward 2 talk 2 sumone later..argghh...cannot wait....not wilson goh k..but sumone i just befriend wif yesterdae..ma bestfren fren...nice chap..=))

aLL aBt Me

2005-04-11T20:39:00.000+08:00

EbOnY RoXxX

2005-04-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

2005-04-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

PaThEtIc FoRm TeaCheR

2005-04-11T20:32:00.000+08:00

2005-04-11T20:31:00.000+08:00

2005-04-11T20:15:00.000+08:00

2005-04-11T20:12:00.000+08:00

Oh GoSh Is TaT Me??=))

band gt silver

2005-04-11T20:03:00.000+08:00

*BaNd GoT a SiLvEr..CoNgRaTs GuYz*

weee....2dae is our band syf ctrl judging...n they actually gotten a silver congrats guy!!!!hey i noe sum of u guys may b sad bcoz u guys aim for a gold....but not 2 worry k...there is still tyme 2 achieve it...dun b sad k...u nid hardwork...commitment n cooperation of the whole band to achieve gold...it mayb hard...but i noe u guys cn achieve it....dun b sad if u guys didn't gt a gold this year...there is still tyme okie...dun b disaapoint by the result....n dun look down on urself...u guys cn do it i noe u guys cn...just tt u nid more experience....okie congrats on ur winning!!!=))im proud of u guys...at least we gt sumting 2 show 2 the guzheng...i hate them alot!!!aarrrgghh!!!...hehhehe....dun b down n nvr let ur sadness distarct u k!!!=))...

hmmm...i had a normal dae 2dae...had a pathetic assembly...n was very lame of betty...2 ask the runners of sports dae 2 stnad just 2 trhank them...sooo lame...very more gt alot of them lorz!!!just a pathethic few lesson which are very damn bored!!!....during art lesson...i n shida tolk abt wilson goh...ahhaha now shida haf passion for music....n wanna pursue the carrer...bcoz...of wilson goh..hehhe...he is sooo kiyut!!!k adlina...b patient onli one more dae 2 wednesdae n i cn mit him again!!!yooohooo~~~...wweeeee.....=))i dun quite enjoy other lesson but the best was CME....how cud that pathetic form teacher of mine...MR EDDIE LAU...CUD NT NOE WAD ASSIGNMENT HE ACTUALLY GIVE US...hahaha all he cn say at the end of the lesson was.."CLASS>>>ANIWAE I TINK THE WORKSHEET IS NONESENSE"...ahhahha then still cn ask us 2 do it n waste our tyme onlie..hehhehe...hey wanna c how ma teacher look lyke see the picz...i uploaded sum of ma pic...n sportsdae collage k..sooo check it out!!!=)))hehehe...but surprisingly..he cn run seh....wakkakaka...heheehhe./....i was sooo shock!!!...i had physic klass bt i nvr went..reason y???bcoz i gt no hope in ma sciences!!!!i suck in it man!!LoLXxX...=))

2005-04-10T20:39:00.000+08:00

2005-04-10T20:38:00.000+08:00

me my self n i

2005-04-10T19:33:00.000+08:00

*Im aLONe By MaSeLf..I FeEL sOo LoNeLy*

hmmm...my life is getting 2 b lonelier day by day...i just dunnoe y???issit bcoz there is sumting rong wif me???wenever ma frenz wanted 2 tolk 2 me i feel lyke i had no mood...but i just dunnoe y...i just change ma new layout 2dae n its all abt me onli me...im sooo stress out 2dae...i wen out study....n soon after hang out wif ma fren 4 a while under the blk...i just dunnoe maself well inside out...is there sumting rong wif me???i just felt tt i had no mood for anyting...i just dunnoe y...i mish u onliee u....im sowie if i hurt u in any way k...i noe u mad at me koz ma ferst priority is ma study...im sowie hope nt madat me k...=))

hope i wud still look lyke tis angel again smiling sooo widely knowing wad i wan...i wanna be me again..the old me...=))

we r da champion

2005-04-08T19:09:00.000+08:00

*We aRe Da ChaMpIoN FoR BoTh ChEeR N HoUsE YiPpeE*

we are da CHAMPION...YiPpeEE!!!!!AGAIN!!!i lurve its...it felt like a tradition!!!for ebony!!!cheerleading champion!!!n house champion!!!it was ebony last year n we still win it again tis year!!!i lurve it...it make me feel im in peace...now i cn study for ma O level in peace haiz!!!now...i make my self useful in westwood..SILVER for SYF...CHAMPION FOR CHEERLEADING!!!N CHAMPION FOR HOUSE FOR THE TRACK N FIELD MEETS!!!....i wonder how ma next generation gonna do next year...i wish u all peepz all the best k..lurve u guys!!!EBONY ROX!!!even thgh if we dun win i still noe we haf put in our best!!!but WE DID IT!!IM HAPPIE...haha...hat lotsa of fun..we look like football cheerleader...we were outstanding...more vibrant...n fierce wif the lion on our tee!!!THERE IS A TIGER BEHIND EVERY LION!!N thats wad we are!!!wwooohhooo~~~~~~~~we made it!!!!...it was one of da hap[pie moment for me n ma ebony peepz!!!...but sadly we are graduating tis year...but nvr mind..wad ever it is ebony would always stay in our hearts n soul!!!the lower sec were fantastic..hahah asraff..darwin...azrin n gangs!!!thanzk lots u peeps...u guys really make ebony moving...not forgetting ma cheerleading peeps...im soo happi....!!!!!!we are loud..n we are proud!!!we gonna rox u out!!!...EBONY!!!!!!U GUYZ ROXX!!!!

WaD a DaE

2005-04-07T20:32:00.000+08:00

*WaD a DaE*

haiz......2dae is the laziest dae i ever had...haiz...skool ends at 3 as usual....but somehow i kinda of enjoy MOTHER TONGUE LESSON 2DAE!!haahha a miracle huh...when u believe...ahkz....hmmm...i stilll cannot believe abt the silver me n ma choir peepz got!!!i really mish ma syf alot!!!if onli one judge change their mind we sure 2 get gold oredy..haha...im still dreaming abt wilson goh...oh gosh he sooo kiyut...hahaha...i adore him ONLY k...even thgh he look a lil gayish i tink he is kiyut.....tis year is the last year i get 2 see him b4 graduating...hahah nvr get 2 mit him next week...but gosh!!its is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long i haf 2 wait....his hair is so SEXY ahakz!!!!im no pervert k...hehehe....haiz now the big gossip n latest news it that the CHILDISH UGLiesT AMaNdA oOooOPzz...sowie did i say ugly???okok i change k..step kiyut..one actually haf a BOYFREN IN WESTWOOD SEC N IT IS DANIEL TANG!!!!!!oh mi gosh!!!how cud they ever fall in love haiz...~~~NOW I BELIEVE TT LOVE IS VERY VERY VERY VERY N ABSOLUTELY BLIND...B.L.I.N.D....I SAY!!!!!OH GRACIOUS GOSH!!!PLZZZZ OPEN DANIEL EYES VERY BIG N LET HIM SEE WADS IS INFRONT OF HIM!!!may GOD bless him wif her!!!...i wonder if they get married how their children gonna look like???hahaha...after skool gt the pesky eng remedial ...tis one i must say!!!the teacher sounded n acted like LEE LIN CHER...is she HIS LONG LOST TWIN SISTER OR SUMTING??hahhaa....but i ahte it...it ended late!!!at 5.30!!!im tired...still gt cheer leading after tt..EBONY IS LEADING!!!WoooHhOoOo~~~~~~i lurve it....i hope we win the cheer comp 2 miolo!!!im hoping for one!!!hehehe....at last goten our cheer n finish the stepz...hmmm gotta stop here now...I WANNA WISH ALL THE BAND MEMBERS THE BEST OF LUCK TIS COMING MONDAY FOR THEIR SYF!!!ALL THE BEST..WWCB..IF THE CHOIR CN MANAGE 2 CLINCHED A SILVER...IM SURE U GUYS CN DO THE SAME...N PROVE LISA QUEK RONG!!!!WWCB N WWC rockz 2 ThE CoRe!!!!!!!i lurve u guys in 4ExUbEraNt...LET us make our mark b4 we graduate k!!!!!!=))

SILVER!!

2005-04-05T20:37:00.000+08:00

*WeSTWoOD SeC ScH ChOrUs GoTTeN SILVER FoR SYF*

yippeee!!!!!onli attended the first four periods in skool!!!tts ss n pure hist!!!haiyo!both lesson gt test veri tired u noe...hahahhkz...koz y???2dae is our ferst tyme ever enter the syf ctrl judging we were scared...im more scared 2....we went 4 our choir practice at 10.35 where wilson goh camee!!!oh gosh he sooo hot!!!ahakz...hehhe mish him u nioe...he is 28 yrs old!!!!the funniest part is that...wen he wore his conductor costume...he look like he was being force into the costume...it was sooo fitting on him..he looks sooo sexy...wakakkak hehehhe...ok ok...i admit it he look like mao zedong...hey its compliment okie...had fun thg koz i was tolking 2 him all the way....it was fun interacting wif him...while me???i had 2 plait the gerls hair...n had no tyme fer maself n ma hair....hahah...luckily i dun look ugly on the makeupz nor like a clownfish...ok ok...mayb except 4 da lipstick which is oh gosh!!!BLOODY hell RED!!!hahah....must haf impact n good presentation...okiez....we were on board the bus n teasing him all the way..haha it was fun!!!!he forever wif his nolah...hahhaha....cute seh him!!!we were soo nervous n was the last few 2 perform...wen we reach there...oh gosh!!!cute guys again..!!!ahhaa SAF guyz...n there were all boys choir!!!wakau!!!sooo kiyut....i was like dying....haha hey im nt desperate okie...the tyme came wen it was our turn 2 perform..!!!OH HOLY SHITTY SHIT!!
i was damn nervous!!!but i was glad koz i gave all the best i could n im happi...wad satisfy me 2dea is...i given all ma best...n give ma shoot...i was glad thgh...other choir like anderson!!!they were damn good!!!im jealous i noe we cn do it n we will!!!the most satisfying wen aftyer finish crying tears of joy came out...we were nervous abt the result esp the sec 4 as it is our last year 2 showcase our talent....listening 2 other choir give us more courage n confident 2 beat them...wen it came 2 the result most we scared...nervous..wen they announce we got SILVER ...we were all jumping in joy n hugging n crying!!!i'll never forget tis dae...the dae i gave all ma best...i noe can....im proud of maself...=))

One MorE DaE To SyF!!!

2005-04-04T19:35:00.000+08:00

*One MorE DaE To SyF*

hahah had a wonderful cme for the ferst tyme..n shit miss rozi ask me 2 collet the homework she assign us 2 do???n put it in her pigeonhole by the end of da dae...nah!!!i nvr do soo...i ask them 2 hand in the next mawning hahhaa.....im soo lazybummpydum!!!wakkaka

back 2 the cme lesson...guess wad we do quiz on our personality n guess wad i turn out 2 be..??a WARMLY ENTHUSIASTIC PLANNER OF CHANGE...n oh gsh!!!its true abt me,...hahhaa....wanna noe the profile??haha those who ar in this cateogary are...warmly enthusiastic..high spirited..ingenious n imaginative!!!AAAHHH!!!!!!!hahaha......n able 2 do aniting which interest us the most.We are quick in solution n ready 2 help anione wif roblemz...look im good okie...not a bad gurl...cn help solve problem okie!!hhhmmpphh!!dun judge me rong even thgh i look idiotically ridiculous!!!i like tis last part..they are gifted observers...enterprisers..n are charming n well like..!!wakakakka...its make b proud of ma ownself n not saying MY LIFE IS A BURDEN!!!mayb u guys noe where da quote come from,,,hahahha....

had a fruitful cherrleading practice 2dae!!!yeah at last we learnt all own cheer steps n hope we cn remember the stepz...n nt fergtting it on the actually dae oh gosh koz its gonna b embarrassing if we do tt!!!haizz...n 2molo is ma SYF dae,,,,im scared,....im very scared...imm very very very scared.....not scared becauze of singing infront of the whole ppl at SCH bt wearing make up on face...scared it make me look like a clown fish!!!oh gosh im gonna hide ma face in the drain man!!!!!!aararrrggghh!!!!!hehhehe...okie wish me all the best fer 2molo...i bet our conductor wilson goh gonna look good n kiyut at the same tyme 2molow!!!SYF here we come im ready 2 bring glory back 2 our skool!!!!!!!!!WWWWWWWWWeeeeeeeEeeeeeeeeeeeee

#cheer*

2005-04-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

*CheER LeaDiNg PraCtIcE*

haF fruitful n first ever ebony cheerleading practice 2dea!!!hehhehe...it was funn...n we were hafing fun when it started 2 rain damn heavily!!!!!oh mi gosh luckily we weren't wet bt our begs are...hehehhehe...it was fun thgh wif all the gigglings going on hehhehe...i enjioy it alot....bt the rest of da dae was bored i was sleepy...now i gt 2 noe the name of the judge yesterdae it was JOHN JOHNSON...he sooo cute n soft like baby johnson wondering where he got his name from hahaha the johnson generation i gues...i watch the repeat telecast of ma dvd...haiz~~~oh god i nutting 2 do....oh well im bored tts for sure....but 2dae was soo miracle i actually PACK...MA BAG...DONE UP MA HOMEWORK...N IRON MA SKOOL UNIFORM...its a miracle wen u belive....ahhahahha....koz i always had it done last minutes oh welll i really gt 2 rush now wanna talk 2 ma fren on the fon he is a nice guy...=)) stay cherfull always aytez!!!n hope we gonna win the cheerleading comp tis fridae n nt get disqualified like last eyar hehehe.....its tough u noe!!!!!=))

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2005-04-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

*Im LoNeLy MisS LONeLy*

wow.....i actually wake up late 2dae for skool!!!!!!!aaarrggghhh!!!koz i overslept...haha tired seh...aisha..zhang..idah..shoda...went 2 my hse watch dvd..hahah sooo kecoh!!!we were scared n shouting!!hahahha..tis week been a tough week 4 me...2 much pressure n no tyme 4 maself./...its a miracle though koz i nvr go town 2dae like i do everyweekend...just hanging out wif syikin...hehee....

i was shock tghg koz nabil kol after being sarcasted 2ward me yesterdae....now im watching tv MISS SINGAPORE UNIVERSE...haha saw taufik....his voice is good...but look wise failure!!hahaha one of the judges...the american top goregeous man...was damn handsome...onli if i gt him...oh mi god!!forever i b faithful 2 him....now hearing taufik singing me n mrs jones on miss singapore universe....i like one of the contestant...natasha..sumting...she soo confident..n gorgeous...she haf wad it takes 2 b a miss singapore universe.......im tired now sleepy....im soo lonely im miss lonely....if i had a guy now...i would b out wif him...tolking 2 him...be in his arm ryte now...haiz~~i am lonely Miss lonely...

awards dae

2005-04-01T22:37:00.000+08:00

*aWaRdS DaE*

APRIL FOOL!!!!!!!got a fun april fool 2dae..ahha scared all am klassmate wif plastic version of the croackroaches n lizards hahah...they shouted like mad...it was fun thgh fooling them..ehhei like wen they are scared the expression soo real!!hahah.....i just lurves ma klass mates...

today awards dae was sooo damn pathethic seh...nvr get 2 see ma old principle miss kok...reason y????koz im performing in the choir...fuck up seh!!!stuck in the holding room 4 sooo long...n being held up in the jam...but i bcam the hairstylist 2 haha plaiting ppl hair nutting 2 do..craziee me...saw the conductor wilson goh...oh gosh!!!he is kiyut...i like the way he smile...but gt 2 admit he is a bit gayish 2 hahah...wen i reach the hall 2 perform...oh mi god!!!guess wad????the skool was in the mess!!!!it sooo annoying seeing them fidgitting dun they noe hw 2 stand still???oh well i can't do aniting...4 more daes 2 SYF!!!!!DAMN NERVOUS...hope we get 2 bring back glory 2 westwood...!!!wanna b proud of ma cca....i enjoy ma ade 2dae reason y???no one kol me...nor msg me..peace at lastt...just lurbe it...haiz...but one tyhing...LIFE IS SOO BORED WITHOUT A BOYFREn.....n its like a few daes ago wen i bro0ke off wif him...i do mish him...but its just tt...he dun haf mood 2 tolk 2 me wen we tolk...remember the past..he always kol me b4 we patch...i mish him!!!!i really nid sumone in ma life...OH GOSH!!!i just sounded soo desperate???!!!!hahahz...i hate it wen came back home?!!!bus full of BLUE UNIFORM!!!!CD GUYS!!!YUCKZ!!!dun they had ani SENSE 2 MOVE 2 THE BACK OF THE BUS!!!its like hafing 6 bus pass by us b4 we gave up taking the bus hiome...just hate it....gt another 7 mths 2 go b4 im all out of the skool.....n see those lower sec bitche whom i hate...arrrgghh!!!!!!!hate the sight of them....

ma dae ended up well wif me reaching home now!!!!10 plus at nite..reason y???wen 2 syikin hse n rested there 4 a while ma dae was tiring...n sleepy...aaahhh!!!!!

i mish having a boyfren...mayb i wasen meant 2 be yours 2 start wif......i just cud nt understand wat is love???is kissing kol love???is holding hand means love???plz send me a sign!!!!!im craziieee ryte now!~

StrEsS

2005-03-30T20:21:00.000+08:00

*WhaTs RoNg WiF Me*

i just dunnope wad seem rong wif me...funny things hapen infront of me...i wan 2 laugh but i can't...i just not in the mood... having PMS???me???no....i dun but still having mood swing...i guess bcoz from yesteradae...I BROKE OF WIF NABIL OREDY!!!!!....i just cannopt take it..even thgh we patch up oredy...there seem sumting missing btwn us..i thing i just had 2 let go of him...but wen it come 2 choir tyme..i was in a lil mood for it..i just feel in a mood swing...yesterdae came back hme late...2dae oso...koz having rehearsal n all that stuff!!!!!!SYF 6 more daes onli...im feeling the pressure over me ryte now....im stress...stress...stress...i just cannot take it,...i just felt like bursting out in tears...i miss him alotz....ma dae is not good.lots of hmwk 2 do..i just felt like sleeping now...so that i cud forget all am stress.....n the pressuring which hunting me....i hate it...i hate it...can u just send me a sign from above....2 make me feel calm!!!!!!!!??????

2005-03-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

*Ma KLasS MonDae BLueZ*

ma klass is such a mess!!!i mean big damn mess!!!she noe the truth of the internet abt her...oh wad a heLL....i dun give a damn...its better off for 2 noe the truth then continue 2 make more ...yes i mean MORE damn fucking making up stories abt her life...i dunnoe whether saf sound her patch or sumting....its like sooo damn contridicting as we noe saf as a liar!!!!!!!heard tt LIAR big tyme LIAR....2dae start of a new week...n its wen she gonna get a talk 2 talk wif sheril n gang tt includes her ex HADI 2...she cried wen we ask her who sound who stead instead hadi keeps quiet 2 himself ...dun wanna reviel the truth as he noe she wud be even more sadder....u noe me i wun tolk infront but tolk behind bcoz y????i dun wanna hurt u....Look now who is talking u sad a leader wud not cry u ar the leader in our klass n looks whu is crying ryte now...n lookz who is speaking of the devil ryte now...i do pity ukoz u r ma fren....but being a fren wud always haf it negative side 2...u can't expect a fren 2 respect every of ur decision making n follow u ryte???it does not make sense koz u 2 haf 2 stand up fer urself....okie beginning of the dae.....its quite normal...saw her she doesn'ty talk much looks like she more 2 keeping 2 herself n 2 the chinese peeps nowadays...nah!!!!!!!!i dun give a damn...i had a great dae...great show...in klass 2dae...after skool...i onli wen 4 ma maths klass n not 4 physic!!!!!the reason y...???i noe i haf no hope in am science arrrggh!!!!!!!!proceed on to JP after tt...we were discussing abt the cheer leading costume..ahhaha sooo fun n funnyy....its kinda of kiyut thgh...i bet we gonna look more like a football cheerleading squadd....just like kiyut lil gerls we ar kiyut aren't me...haha...so vain of me 2 say tis....ma dae was quite tiring...i fall asleep as soon as i reach home....im gonna look 4ward 4 tomorrow...ma test siocial studies test suckz!!!!!!i dunnoe how much i gonna get...lets look 4ward for the future aytez!!!

*fazilla

2005-03-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

haiz...i went out wif ma family..2dae see tru all the interior design thingy gonna shift hse soon...haioz~~now ma klass secret of internet abt fazilla has been known 2 her..she finally realise tt alot of peeps out there in our skool hate her...i sumtymes hate her 2 esp wen she tolks abt guyz...arrggh!!!!!!i ahte it its irritating....y cannt she b not crazy guyz...she always accept guys..without knowing him first..n ask silly qns abt is ma hand soft,....ppl get irritated hearing this u noe...i dun wan 2 kol u names koz u r ma frezn...now ma klass is in a big mess abt tis situation...hope it cud b sttle sooner or later

BoRiNG

2005-03-26T23:30:00.000+08:00

*BoRinG*

haiz..another dae of ma life......i wen 2 liza wedding 2 dae...hmm i feel kinda of sad thgh..koz the guy she marrying use 2 lyke me last tyme but at tyme he was still wif her.....i just feel sad tt he gonna b sumone husband soon....haiz~~wad happen is history...hais cheer up there other more guys out there...OOooOpPPss......sowie 4got im nt available.im still wif ma st andrew guy.....oh mi gosh i love nabil sooo much...even thgh i dun ctct much wif him..his heart will always be wif me....his presence will always b felt around me i love u sooo much baby...=))MuaCkZ!!!

proceeding on 2 lavender followed by a FUCKING BOrING dae at town...wen out wif syikin n her frenz...damn her frem amil looks like irul seh!!!!!!but tis guy is the kinder version of him...very nice guy.....at town it was damn bored..our dae at town ended up at youthpark..hahahah.....long tyme nvr step in there.....met alot of ma old folks..koz there is a gig...TIS IA THE FIRST TYME EVER I WENT 2 A GIG WIF GOOD PERFORMANCES WIF BLOODY HELL BORING CROWDS!!!!!!!!..luckily i wen hme after tt..damn!!!!!!my dae was sooo bored how i wish.i had money now n go shopping!!!!!!!ahakz..;))

YeT a HapPy DaE To a SaD eNdiNG

2005-03-25T20:49:00.001+08:00

*YeT a HapPy DaE wif a SaD eNdiNG*

trip 2 singapore conference hall....damn i was late in mitting ma gal pals..hahha but nvm...hope u gals wun take it 2 hard im sooo damn sowie.....reach tanjong pagar..there it was a bunch freakoz of guys....but sumhow i kinda of recognise them..esp tis gyuy i tick black frame...haiz~~n it happen 2 b sum st andrews rugby guy...my boyfren fren...hahaha k...they smile at me oryte oryte..report at SCH n had a pathetic rehearsal while waiting 4 the band 2 klear their stuff...damn~~~it was fucking stuffy in there...just hate the feeling of stuffiness.wilson goh was there!!!hahah althgh he is ma condustor...gotta admit he is kiyut thgh...ahhaha!!!oh migosh did i say kiyut???!!!!!!!ooPss...hehehe..the rehearsal wen well...i improve alot...i can see tt abt the otherz nt sure..hmmm i just hate the guxheng kinda of piss me off looking at them...u guys think u guys cn win a GOLD>??!!i dun give a damn!!!!!u i diots!!!onli like 2 tolk behing us...so wad we ar from choir???we gt our own pride..n at least our conducter is cuter..n oh well a lil handsome maybe..hehe then ur ugly freaking china condutor wif a bun oh her head!!!wif squeking voice...n look sooo old like ma grandma...i think ma grandma is much more prettier then ur conductor u freaking morons n bitches!!!i just hate it wen ppl discriminate ma cca wen we done nutting rong...wad past is past ahiz~~off we go 2 cahaya 2 haf our lunch....wow we really haf a great lunch...hmmmm delicious the food..ahakz.....heheh but the funny part was wen azhang finally realise she had forgotten 2 bring her wallet after ordering n finishing up her food ahakz..hehehhe...bt nvm....on we go rounding the whole far east in our skul uniform like a bunch of freakoz who gt nutting 2 do..ahakz...hehehhe......wen home was the best!!!!!!im sooo damn tired...there had been a accident occur at bouna vista 2wards pasir ris...we dunnoe much or wad had haoppen but wen the terror came up wen im at ma skulmate hse...the accident which happen n the person who died on the spot was her dad.....i feel sowie 4 her.....i feel lyke crying...i dun wanna reval her name.koz she is ma freen..wvwn if im nt tt kloze 2 her.i noe she love her dad very much..i feel so sowie 4 her.....if onli i cud help i wud....dun b sad k gerl....me n ur other galpals wud always b there 4 u..dun b sad we wud b there 2 lend u a shoulder 2 cry on k...wad i learn is tt lets us treasure our love ones b4 they are gone.....it was really a sad ending 4 ma dae.....i just wanna cry...

YeT a HapPy DaE To a SaD eNdiNG

2005-03-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

............

2005-03-24T20:07:00.000+08:00

start iof the early mawning a new dae begun...hai~~its damn bored lor...not much 2 tolk abt ...

wad happen?????i actually nearly cam late 4 skul 2dae!!!sux but i nvr late..never in ma entire life in ma sec sch was i late for skul...tis sux hate it alot!!!making me SWEAT ALL OVER SUX MAN!!!

tt lazy LEE CHEW YEN...neber cum 2 skul...soo no english 2dae!!!!!!!fun seh...but bored not much 2do...again an early recess for ma klass...hahaha....haiz...so wad the band member say are true!!she is lazy 2 cum 2 skul hahaha.....i just dunnoe wads rong wif me...kinda of craziee 2dae wakkaka....

history lesson n social studies n also literature are the three best lesson which i was always looking 4ward for....neber fail 2 brighten up ma dae...this ios where we...laugh...jokes...tolk..gossip n at the same tyme studie...hehehhe we ar gd gals u noe...in literature are the BEST tis is where ma break time come...no need 2 do aniting!!!!!!!!!best seh!!!!!i love it...ahhaha of coz we sure do koz our lit teacher is lee lin cher...always like 2 crap like us...wah...n always like 2 gossip...

got 2 stay back after skooll...but its okie koz we get 2 leave.....MT klass early...yeah!!!!!koz SUHAILA neber come...best seh..alot of teacher neber come 2dae???is tehre a disease or sumting spreading ard?????hahazk...no idea...hack care lah...but got 2 stay back for awards dae rehearsal...luckily it finish early for us 2dae...LUCKILY!!!!!!if nt i wud haf run away from it....

im looking forward really!!!!!!!for 2molo!!!!!!going 2...singapore conference hall 4 ma syf sound check....another less than 2 week 2 my syf!!!kinda of scared wonder wad can we get....n again..wad history are history...i mishing ma nabil ryte now....i mish him soo much he nvr msg me 2dae....=((i guess he must b buzy oh well guess i wun b disturbing him...nabil i love u no matter wad k..muackz!!!!!!!

.....dunnke...

2005-03-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

haiz.....i dun haf a topic 4 2dae i tink...it had been a long..sleepy dae forme...guess wad the timetabkle change n it sux!!!!!go home late then ever i just hate it u noe.....i hate it lots!!!!!!2dae is ma klass dae we had our stand n deliver presentation..hahah ours is the shortest presentation they ever since how abt that hahha.......tts wad lee chew yen told us...ahhahha...i really love ma klass most of the coment made were we were united......heheh how swit......as for me i did not act im just the shuters whu shut them...ma klass pressentation was on FElicia n the third eyes...hahahha lame huh......but quite fun though i enjoy maself...but dun tink we cud win ahhaha......

i ahd choir 2dae....it ended fast thiough...im tired sleepy n hungry aniting u mention im haviong it ryte now...ma exlink is at it lowest cost ryte now sux!!!!!aaaaaaaarrrrrrrggggggghhhhhh.........i miss nabil...i miss him......y can't he understand tt i can't mit him 2dae im buzy......well...im sowie k another tyme perhaps n congrats for yesterdae for beating SJI 36-11 ryte?????haiz..wad ever good game guys for the saint andrew ppl even thgh i cud not sum dwn n see.....n again y????????im buzy.....lets sleep 4 the erst of teh nyet im sleeppy.......it took ard 2 hr plus for me 2 do ma new blog!!!!damn long huh...hahhaha.........sleep.......sleep.....sleeeeeep...

EnJoYmEnT

2005-03-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

*EnJoYmEnT*

haahhah......yesterdae..had bbq......not mine bt ma pri skul fren...wahh.....sooo funn......but kinda off miss nabil as he gt 2 go hme halkf way...nabil i mish u....but wen nyte cam...looking at the sky lying dwn on the rock it was fun...i really enjoy...i loke....hehhe but then gt 2 go hme after a long tiring dae...

haiz...a boring dae i had 2day...no planz...last resort go study wif syikin at last ended up lepakz dgn ma frenz..ahhah bdk teban haiyo!!!!!long tyme nvr c them but enjoy....wad cn i doo.....had lotsa of fun u noe...hehhehe.....esp the jokes...hehehe.......but go hme after tt.....wakao......i enjoy ma day..without ani sadness.......=))

TiRiNg SeH

2005-03-18T17:19:00.000+08:00

*TiRiNg SeH*

hmmm...i nvr ryte in ma blog yesterdae i was a lil bit tired yesterdae tts y...i met nabil...wakkaka i mish him men!!!!!!the touching part is tt even thgh he n me nt 2gether he bought 4 me tis roxy hp hanger which i long wanted 2 haf...thankz nabil...i love u still....then tt dae at nyte lepakz dgn ma bron his fren..haiz...njoy ma dae even thgh its tiring...

well....as 4 2dae...nutting much happen actually went 2 YMS at waterloo street had a combined rehearsal wif swiss cottage sec n assumption english skool...boy!!!!!!swiss cottage was really good in their singing...abt lunch????the food suxzz....hahahaha mr loh jee kean our long beloved ex choir teacher came n watch us!!!!!!!1mish him seh!!!!!he bigging 2 b thinner ahhah stress i tink sooo....waalakakkaka...now im back her in ma lil home typing all dae long.....haiz~~~

*My HaIyO!!!!!

2005-03-16T23:08:00.000+08:00

*SuX...HaPpY....ExCiTeD...HoMe SwEeT HoMe*

wakkaka 2dae in da morning ma dae was such a disastrous...a disastrous beginning in da beginning of da dae....haiz...y just can't ma klass cooperate in the stand n deliver...y must we fight...can't we give in n take...i ahte u noe...but luckily things change after tt i went shopping wif ma sis yippe!!!!!!i bought tif pretty dark blue top from radioactive...wakkakakka....ma sis blanja me...had lunch at pastamania n went shopping again...total abt 200+we spend wakakak not me spend but ma sis...hhahaa thankz sis lurves u lots!!!!!!!!muackz!!!!!!!

it was later at nyte mit ma bro n him..haiz...mish him sooo much he send me to tha bustop after that...quit boring ah...but had lots of fun hehhe.......skul again 2molo..i mish u...u noe whu...haiz...skul skul skull...but im looking forward for tis fridae...combined rehearsal wis swiss cottage n assumption english at YMS!!!!!!!!YaHoO!!!!!!!!!!!!=)))CheERz N SmiLez aLwaYs....

....BoRiNg DaE UhUhU.....

2005-03-15T20:19:00.000+08:00

....*BoRiNg DaE UhUhU*.....

Chemistry....haiz...was sooo dry ahhaha..but fun lurves to mix up all the chemical....ehhehhehe....i dun see *** srd....shld b from yesterdae or did sumthing wif sniper.....haiz but just had to for go everything...i hate her i just hate her...i dunnoe y but i really ahte her....u look like a jerangkong u bitch!!!!!!!!!i hate u!!!!!must b wondering whu ryte???sumone whum ma sis 2 hate....had lunch at banquet wi juzailah n mai n boi we doo eat alot n we are really pigs in disguise wakakkakakka........hahhaha lurves ma galpals sooo much i just cannot imagine life without them i wonder how am i gonna survive.....
supposed 2 mit lee chew yen after tt....but boy she nvr mit us last minnute...me honyou..jac...n juzailah do a script 4 stand n deliver...wakakka i contribute aniting???haha onli took photo until hong you hp left wif a bar batt........sowie hong you....the others do another script.....went hme after tt n slept...sooo sleepy...then i gt tis msg i dunnoe whu nor do i recognised the no... it was khan fren ....khan gave ma no. 2 him..i tghgt wad sey...a nice guy....a intelligent young men 2...hahah tolk 2 him 4 abt nearly 2hrs...sowie khan 4 making u tolerating wif ma nonesenze.....hmmm wad ever it is i do haf a dream n life haf 2 go on....=))

ma dae

2005-03-15T08:19:00.000+08:00

*Ma DaE*

hmmm lets talk abt yesterdae ehheh no tyme 2 write in ma blog koz im 2 tired 2 do soo yesterdae...im feeling a lil sad.....koz she mitting ma ex...she got no idea he is ma ex...she ajak me lepak wif him n her i dun wan...making up stories im mitting faizal...i mish u!!!!!!!!u noe whu u r....how cud u go wif her ...u told me u wan me back...its just a bluff ryte/???i hate u.....
went 2 civic actually n study lepak2...then go hme....she mit him n i wif ma galpals go hme together....u i mish u alot.....i tink u must b enjoying wif her onli one thing u dunnoe abt her is tt she attached!!!!!she kinda of knowing guys w/o telling them she is attached im sooo sowie....bt i gotta tell u tis...i mish u i love u!!!!went hme adter tt n went johore wif ma parents...haha eat there fun ah...shah sound me..a nice guy indeed whu berlakon at cerita hanyut abt motor..i im soo spechless......

HoW ExCiTiNg

2005-03-13T01:34:00.000+08:00

*HoW ExCiTiNg*

1)...first n formost i went shopping 2dae!!!!!!!!how it was fun it actually put all ma probs at the back...i went shopping wif juzailah...she really wanted 2 buy tis skirt....but 2 bad it was sold out dun b sad k gerlll there wud b a next tyme k..

2)went 2 kunokuniya or wad ever it is at takashimaya....she bought a gift voucher 4 her sis n actually tolks abt hassan sunny koz tts where she met him...only him hehhehe.....

3)started off ma shopping spree at heeren..hahaha it was fun..great!!!enjoy ma self bought tis flipflop in red wif juzailah n a roxy pencil case wif her but different size...her one is nice!!!!!!!im sooo jealous hehhee........

4)lets eat eat eat..went 2 esteller 77 ate the fried rice it was nice but den soo sad it was damn spicy reason im such n idiot 2 order the spicy version of it 2 much regret...

went 2 meet ma other gal pals after tt....n lepak wif ma bro....i so kol fall in lup wif this guy at taka sooo kiyut!!!met him a several tyme wen im wif ma bro...i can't reveal who it is...ehheh.....love hurts as im single again booohhooohooo but nvr mind then i still haf ma gal pals n those shopping malls....ShOpPiNg RoX!!!!!!!!sleepiy gonna go 2 sleep,.,...

how cud u

2005-03-09T19:27:00.000+08:00

*HoW CuD YoU*

2dae is just a every noemal day i had in weeks....enjoy ma dae thgh it was fun...hmm i was kinda of shock when nabil msg me...hmm i mish u sooo much since yesterdae...i promise i wun 4get u even thgh we are in our seperates way ryte now...sowie nabil if u kol me tyme n again just now koz i was in skul...and u kol me yesterdae ryte??i was just nt in the mood 2 tolk sowie....
after choir i was in the 172 bus when i saw tis familiar face oh ma gosh!!!!!!!its my ex fren..heheh....i still remember him n his gal is damn pretty u noe....i was shock when nabil kol me again when i reach hme...he tolk 2 me like nutting happen yesterdae but one thing we tolk as frenz...how cud u react like nutting happen it even broke ma heart...i wonder if u still love me??????im not trustworthy of love animre im kinda of piss off wif love i hate love it just hurt me more then ever....how cud u???i love u n u react like nutting happen...im just a gal wif broken smile n heart which cud onli b cured by u...onli u....

broke wif nabil...

2005-03-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

*Im HeaRt BrOkEn N My LiFe iS NutTinG BuT a BuRdeN*

whu am i???whu am i 2 u???i broke off wif NABIL 2dae...shocking huh???i all of a sudden receive his sms...he DUMP me...im all sad very sad...nabil i remember onece u say 2 me nt 2 leave u now looks whu dumping whu ryte nw???u dump me just like a rubbish....u nvr did well in ur studies n tts y u wanna break offf wif me....tis is all PURE NONESENSE...me 2 nvr do well in ma studies....does tt mean u haf 2 leave me???u nvr noe i always tink abt u dae and nyte...tinking abt u...dun say u love me...u dun even noe me...if u really wans me then u shld give me sumtymes...ever spare a thgh 4 me??how i feel???im feel logical...i feel lyke i want 2 kill maself bcoz of u...im 2 deeply in love wif u...everything on ma blog tolks abt u....i care 4 u...i love u...even thgh we are frenz i still love u....i cried just now tolking 2 u till ma eyes swollen...did u comfort me???no...i tink u dun care much or less 4 me animre im just a burden in ur eyes...i dunnoe whether u haf sumone else or nt bt i wish u best of luck...nabil i love u....hope u wun 4get me ven thgh we now in our seperate path...as 4 me now i wanna kool dwn...n not fall in love,.....i begun 2 hate love...im always hurt in love...love sux bt it cn b romantic at tymes 2...i nvr 4get ma life wif u ma babyboy...i will olways remember u...i love u alot...niwae there is sumting i wanna let u hear it sumting i made 4 u...

*I LOVE YOU ...ONLI YOU..*

No matter wad happen my heart still there 4 u
I dun noe y I love u so much
But there is sumting in ma heart
That tells me that u are always by my side
Be it in tymes when im down or moody
I always felt Ur presence by me
B4 we go our separate ways I want u 2 noe
U the one I love the most
U the one I treasures the most
U the one I always think the most
Even we r frenz now...
Wad ever it is n no matter wad happen,
Remember that I will always b there 4 u..

i hope u remember tis poem 2 heart it is especially 4 u...i love u alot...no matter wad...i just hate ma dae 2dae it sux aniwae...i broke up wif sumone i love...get caught by laira lau 4 ma attire....n had a long afternoon n morning of study...everything is still the same...skool...teachers...but wad i fear most now is ma
O LEvel i gotta study hard...nabil wad ever u do im always there 4 u...A GaL WiF a BrOkEn SmiLe N HeaRT....LoViNg U So aLwaYz...=))im really sad deep in ma heart after i lost u...n now im lost sumthing important 2 i lost ma faith in love...n afraid 2 b falling in love...

baiHaKkI

2005-03-06T22:41:00.000+08:00

*SaW BaIhaKkI KhaIzAN N Ma New LiL HouSe*

Sunny morning like ani other morning!!!!!!!!!wad did i do 2dae????wanna noe lets check it out hehhehe

first thing first i went to take a look at ma new hse where im gonna move in soon tis june...wow!!!!!!the hse is damn big high ceiling i just fall in love wif the first look koz the living room damn big the room laks...ok ok ah nt big nor small just ryte......hehhe,....the hse owner is kewl...fun n i love her...ehhehe i love her cookies especially....her hse is like a minimart ehheh got lots of can drinks....n oso crackerz!!!!!!!hehhehe.....after leaving her hse next was ma granny hse...just paying her a visit n at the same tyme hang on the fon wif ma frenzzy......

the most fun n nvr i 4get is wen im at IKEA i was walking n at the same tyme tolking 2 ma fren/....it was fun thgh shopping wif ma parents 2 find new furniture 4 ma new room..hahhaha putting dwn the fon after tt...i felt sooo urgently needed the toilet...tt is wen i went out of the toilet i saw BAIHAKKI KHAIZAN OH GOSH HE IS DAMN TALL N KIYUT!!!!!!!!!ill nvr 4get u bai...hehhehehe.....wakkakakka ma dae ended slowly wen i erach hme n do ma hmwk n make fazilla bdae present...hehhe juz was alll gaggaga ovr bai wen i said 2 her i saw him ehhehhe...yesterdae saw hassan today saw bai how abt 2 molo whom i gonna see aytez???hmmm??????hehehhe.....kkk i gtg now n slip skool 2molow.....im looking 4ward 4 2molow aytez...love ma day alwayz......im happy 4 2dae 2 koz he actually comply 2 ma point of msg me once a dae.....i love u nabil...hope u msg me 2 2molow i missing u sooo much ryte now...hope 2 see u again sumday........loving u soo deeply......

Im SoOO DaMn TiReD

2005-03-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

*Im SoOO DaMn TiReD*

tired....tired...tired...sleepy...sleepy...sleepy...thats the way 2 describe me 4 2dae......i was worried sick 4 nabil as he nvr contact me tis past 2 days...wen finally he msg me 2dae...i was sooo damn happi....i mish him alot n love him 2 nvr will in ma life i'll leave him...onli one song 2 describe ma feeling 4 him..never b replaced by first lady..here it goes...

Never Be Replaced

[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

[Repeat Chorus]

I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

i really do feel that way 2 u nabil...u will nvr noe how deep is ma love 4 u...the problem is y we are bcoz his parents wanna him 2 break up wif me as they dun lyke him having a relationshup in a crucial tyme lyke tis as we both are having our national exam...i love him...i'll nvr leave him...everytime i tink abt him i will always tink back of them tyme we had 2gether...the way u hug me n kiss me the feeling is always there in ma mind...i love u soo much...thinking of u just make me wanna cry...i'll nvr leave u i promise...

2dae i went out wif juzailah....wow it was fun even thgh we ended window shoping...ahhaha bought fazilla bdae present haiz~~~so leceh hehhe....even tghg its onli 2 of us we had lots of fun actually met a guy whos face was exactly like HASSAN SUNNY!!!!!!hahha n juzailah was all gaggaga ovr the guy hehhe soo kiyut....actualy waited such a along tyme 4 ma sis koz she rebonded her hair again!ler....wonder how she gets her money...went out wif ma sis n bell after juzailah went hme....its was tiring thgh koz we were walking lyke alll over far east plza wakakkak all the way from afternoon tilll nite i was at far east wow!!!genius record for me...haiz...ma dae actually ends wif me feeling sooo tiring one shock of life 4 me was tt i saw BEROK!!!!!!!oh mi gosh!!!!!she stead wif sumone from her same level ahhahah...sooo desperate.....haiz cannot tink 2 much oredy...i missong u too much ryte now baby....hope 2 hear from u n hear ma phone ringing n c ur name on ma phone...i love u very much..dun ever leave me...i love u...=))

aT LasT oUr KLasS TeE=))

2005-03-04T19:02:00.000+08:00

*aT LasT oUr KLasS TeE=)) n ma miserable love life*

have u ever felt how life wud b without sumone u lurve???is love 4 real???does love hurts???im afraid im nt ready 2 answer those qns yet i nid tyme....tyme 2 tink n sooo do u....i waited long enuf 4 u nabil...bts its okie i just continue waiting 4 u...i love u soo much....i just wish i get 2 mit u 2molow...plz...i really miss u alot....ur lips....ur hugs...ur concern 2wards me...bt sumtymes i feel like things doesn't fall to place....esp wen we fight....i wen 2 skool as pernormal...i onli enjoyed the pe lesson...mt klass (koz our teacher nots in)...n oso da choir!!!i kinda of miss sumone 2dae but i just cud nt make my mind who...i wonder it just who...i was sooo fuck up a lil 2dae koz i nvr study 4 ma ss test as i forgotten all abt it but luckily ma last minutes work does work out....during recess we all gotten our klass teee...hahah its nice n beatiful...but one thing the kolor looks like halloween hehe...but kinda of creative...duuuhhh!!!!shld b look who do the klass tee fazilla lee from our klass of koz.....ma worries came wen it was choir tyme....all schedule were told 2 us all at one shot...oh gosh!!!!!!im gonna b damn buzy then....alot of practice...alot of revison all alot ah arrgghh!!!!!!!!!111but nvr mind wad ever it is i must persevere n nvr give up....tts all.....n plan ma tyme properly....gee guess i gt 2 stop here or i gonna type like a train...=))bubyez~~~.........*I LoVe u NaBiL*.........

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2005-03-02T20:03:00.000+08:00

*The aPPareNt aNd The iNsiDE*

seriously i quit enjoy skool 2dae...skool go on as pernormal..but tt tyme ma pure hist was such a sucker man.!!!!!oh mi gosh i did not get 2 finish up ma test oh shit!!!i dunnoe wads gonna happen next...bt the fun part was during maths klass tts wen ma teacher did not cum 2 skul n we had the klass all 2 ourselves....i still remember tt very dae in the morning i do not know whether im dreaming or nt but Eddie Lau said the TOP CHEMISTRY PPL WHO PAST CAME FROM OUR KLASS!!!!!!!!CAN U BELIEVE IT!!!oh mi gosh i was damn shock n we oredy made our target 2 score 100% distinction in pure humans....we will do it n im sure we can keep up our reputation...the following afternoon we gonna hafe our cip cuming up!!!we are going 2 the lion befriender where we gonna keep the oldies accompany...it was such a long journey 2 the place n the bus was damn crazy inside wad did we do in klass wanna noe...??this is wad we did in the bus...
1)we drink in the bus like no one business n even eat the brownies it was delicious!!!=)) i just lurve it...

2)we actually used our handphones in the klass n was not scolded 4 it...tis was a lil change in da teacher...hehehe

3)we play poker kard in the bus...imagine poker card in da bus???where we gonna put the card at hallo...???ani brains wakakakka wen i was one of them playing the cards hehe....

4)the bus was like our 3rd home...where we bring in alot of food like lays cracker n pass it ard...

5)taking pictures n video using our handphones n digicams hehehhee....just like a studio....

6)lastly playing chess!!!!!oh mi gosh i wonder how they put the board in the bus...is there ani kind of support...???

it was kinda of fun in da bus n when i suddenly receive a sudden kol from nabil.....!!!!!!!i mish him sooo much he actually do remember me....i love u nabil i always do..=))...we were kinda of stuck in the middle of the road trying 2 find the destination 2 the place n at last we pull tru wakakkakaka....we thgt the peeps there gonna b passive bt it ended up tt wen we reach there they were fun...frinedly...energetic...spontanious...participate in our activity...talkative...hyperactive....n fun 2 b wif...i really had a lots of great fun...i will cum back if they wan me 2....i really enjoy maself...but sad thing abt them is tt sum live alone...the oldesst there actually age 92!~!!!!wow tts the longest living ppl there hope they will live longer.....i enjoy their acompany it was so much tyme but 2 bad we had 2 go....bt still i missing them ryte now.....after all the excitement we all wen hme after the long tiring dae....i do enjoy maself..it was such great fun....n now i really mish ma baby boy nabil....dear im missing u sooo much ryte now...no matter wad i wait 4 u k...but we are still 2gether....just take ur tyme 2 calm urself dwn k...i will love u always dearie..=))....love u always...*MuacKz*..BabYGurL & BaByBoY.....

??Ma LiFe in SkoOL??

2005-03-01T17:23:00.000+08:00

It was kinda of great really in skool 2dae although I fought wif nabil..y must life 4 me b like tis..it had always happen 2 me wen ever I love a person sooo deeply..it wud nvr turn out 2 b the way I expected…eventhgh we always quarrel I wud always love him deep inside ma heart..now we are taking a break off 4 a while bt we are still together..nabil if u read ma blog I wanna let u noe tt I love u soo much n dun wanna loose u okie..we always quarrel bt I had no choice bt 2 always give in 2 u..koz I love u..I nvr wannaa fight wif u bt it happen repeatedly n I just kept quiet..sumtymes u really get on ma nerves..but I just kept quiet hopping u wud change 4 the better...but nvrtheless did I see any changes in u...u just the same old u..nabil...I noe ur the type who dun wanna give in sumtymes bt bear in mind tt ppl do haf feelings n so do i...tis wad happen in skool..I quarrel wif nabil tru sms...but things turn out ok after tt he need tyme off n soo do I bt we are still 2gether...I dunnoe y bt I cried soo much 4 him wen im in skool just now all I think abt was him him n onli him...bt ma mood change after tt bcoz of ma classmates I love them a lot fazilla was there n console me..nt 2 cry..i noe its useless 2 cry over a guy...but I dunnoe y...i really appreciate the etmosphere of ma klass which actually bring mood back 2 ma life after tt...it was during cme lesson wen we dicuss abt out cip 2molo at lion befriender hahaha...yeps its tt ur think…we gonna interact wif the olf folks pplz...can u believe tt we teenagers???hahhaa...gonna b lots of fun I bet...we had everything under ctrl n wad we gonna bring had been plan 4 the day...we learn dialect n oso gonna show off the grooves of 4 Exuberant tru the community singing n also the icebreaker where we gonna get 2 noe more abt the oldy there...im sure it gonna b lots of fun..i keep u guys updated aiyte 2molo...it was recess n I stayed in klass 2 finish up ma hmwk haiz…lit sooo sianz~~~~~wen it came 2 maths I was all work up koz I noe I must study hard bt I pity wahidah the most koz her hp was confiscated..booohooo...dun b sad k idah...after skool I had 2 stay back 4 social studies sooo pathethic haha the klass was like library at first but wi me..juzailah..fazilla..n syikin the noise maker Im sure it wun b sooo quiet...hahaha must copy qns...so sianz~~haiz!~~~after skool I went 2 popular n actually follow juzailah buy her stationary...i really enjoy ma day bt I hate it 2 koz I b having ma pure hist test 2molo...gonna cry seh...haiz bt nvr mind aytes..bt still im gonna persevere...gtg now toodle doooz..=))i love u always nabil i will.....=))

ReLeaSe oF Da O LeVeL ResULts

2005-02-28T19:00:00.000+08:00

oh gosh!!!!!!!tis yr o level result 4 ma skul is worst than last year....i was feeling all nervous n frighten the way the peeps who ar ma senior took their result slipz...hahhaa i was the one who feel scared wen im nt the one taking the results bt its gonna b ma turn 4 nxt year after taking ma o levels tis year.....i feel quite scared ....i wanna do well....i dun wanna b a loser in life....i was all happy 4 ma cousin as ma cousin shasha she is a ble 2 access 2 poly or jc....while ma other kuz rezza he is able 2 access 2 poly....well done kuz..im proud of u.......im sooo happi...=))big hand claps 4 u guys...as 4 me i gonna bring a 100%passes in pure humans....n art n design....i will do well i noe i cn if i put ma whole heart 2 it ayte...im sooo scared tt i unable 2 make it but i noe i will n i will make it 4 temasek poly or nanyang tts where i wanna go n take ma course...!!!!!!!!i can't wait......im sooo happi tt i make tis far n im not gonna make maself upset wif ma self.....=)Ciao~~~

Im FucK uP wIf Ma LiFe I JusT HaTe iT

2005-02-28T04:30:00.000+08:00

i dunnoe y im fuck up wif ma life....but sum how the answer is ryte there but i just dun wanna noe the truth...its been 2 daes i nvr write in ma post...i feel scared...sad...unsecured...terrified...n ma life feel like a total darkness.... i cried thinking abt tis alone....no one new abt ma misery except me..myself...y ma sis haf 2 do tis 2 ma family...has she gt aniting better 2 do...wads rong has us do 2 u sis???just fuck off our family if u wan 2 do sumting bad...i noe u wanna haf fun but nt in the state...i kept quiet in da dark abt all the tings u do...koz i dun wanna get u into trouble but guess wad...nooo....u never change n u never will....making used of ur looks 2 seduced guys issit...go n be a prostitute then...just fuck off sis...i dun treat u as ma sis even thgh u are ma sis....i will kol u sis bt nvr in ma heart will i treat u as one...making mom cried infront of u???dun u haf any sense n responsibility that ur parents do care 4 u....she complain 2 me abt u bt sowie i can't do anyting koz i guess u are oredy hanyut..!!!!reflect on urself gerl...who do u tink u are???a big shot in our family...???u can kol urself tt if u are a successful person in life but nvr will i tink u b successful...prove 2 me rong!!!!!i just hate u....i just hate u...u r just there 4 nutting...just 2 rot ppls life ryte...abt nabil..???i always kept quiet 2 maself n give way 2 u...koz y koz i love u...i dun wanna b sumone who actually make u sad always tts y i give in 2 u...i feel sad thinking abt u always...y can't u understand tt if im busy im busy...dun u wan me 2 do welll in ma studies...u cannot expect me 2 be free on the dae if u are free...c'mon nabil grow up...ur a teenager n cud tink 4 urself...i dun wanna say tis infront of u koz i noe it will hurt u mre...bt tis is the onli place where i can get ma head off everything...im just fuck up wif ma life im sooo useless 2 u ryte...then leave me bt wad ever it is i still n always love u believe me or not....FucK uP Ma WeRL aiN'T GOnNa Do aNi BeTteR....im alll fuck up!!!sad always,.....plz understand me....

...Ma LaMesT DaE...

2005-02-25T09:39:00.000+08:00

2dae???skul ends at 3....sux man if i had known i nvr go skul...go hme alone sum more...koz da others gt D&T xtra klass....2 bad luckily im in arts!!!!yeah lurves it alot...i love ma klass...funky n very da exuberant tts the way 2 describe them...w/o them ma life wud nt haf a meaning...commit suicide???nah its tooo logical...wakkaka just bcoz of tt....i just made ma new blog 2dae wonder how it works hehe hmmm explore it later....tis year gt o levels i wonder how i gonna cope wif it im sooo stress up sleepy everydae....last tuesday ma worst dae i met ma ex faizal...i felt sooo speechless 4 da first tyme in ma life i just dunnoe how 2 react all of the sudden ¤Ma Hêä®T fë£T ÖúcH!i!....Sëéiñ© Ü aGàïÑ Bá€K !n Må £!fe...Ï m!sh YoU¤ tts how i felt...i was dump by him....i met him da train wen i was on ma way back from lunch in town wif ma guy lurve him soo much i dun wanna leave him...nabil i love u soo much ur da one 4 me ayte i nvr leave u NVR!!!!faizal...u truly broke ma heart last tyme...bt i learn ma lesson n pulled tru the thick n thin period alone i felt lonely at tt tyme when in december last yr i met the guy 4 me...nabil love u!!!he stays in kembangan 2 bad sooo far...skuling in st andrews..wow nt bad....while me skooling in a skool in da neighbourhood alot of things actually happen just cannot put it in aniway i gtg now tts all 4 2dae...check out 2molo 4 ma new posting aytez...=))...LuRvE Ya aLL BubBLe..

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exam over

me n azhar

strudy!!!

him!

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am i tt bad??

adae at hme

labour dae

*Malay..paper*

*eng exam*

*i HatE SLuTs..BiaTcH..*

*MT ORAL SUX*

muzika extravaganza

aRrGgHH

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fduck lah

..me me me..

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band gt silver

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we r da champion

WaD a DaE

SILVER!!

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#cheer*

......

awards dae

*StrEsS*

*fazilla

*BoRiNG*

*YeT a HapPy DaE To a SaD eNdiNG*

*YeT a HapPy DaE To a SaD eNdiNG*

............

.....dunnke...

*EnJoYmEnT*

*TiRiNg SeH*

*My HaIyO!!!!!

....*BoRiNg DaE UhUhU*.....

ma dae

*HoW ExCiTiNg*

*how cud u*

broke wif nabil...

baiHaKkI

*Im SoOO DaMn TiReD*

aT LasT oUr KLasS TeE=))

............

??Ma LiFe in SkoOL??

ReLeaSe oF Da O LeVeL ResULts

Im FucK uP wIf Ma LiFe I JusT HaTe iT

...Ma LaMesT DaE...

Malay..paper

eng exam

i HatE SLuTs..BiaTcH..

MT ORAL SUX

StrEsS

BoRiNG

YeT a HapPy DaE To a SaD eNdiNG

YeT a HapPy DaE To a SaD eNdiNG

EnJoYmEnT

TiRiNg SeH

....BoRiNg DaE UhUhU.....

HoW ExCiTiNg

how cud u

Im SoOO DaMn TiReD